What does service mean to you? Back in the day, before I started my journey, I didn't really get the "Give More Get More." This week we studied Ralph Waldo Emerson's Compensation. What does Karma really mean in your life? What does it really mean when someone says an "eye for an eye, tit for tat, and all the other cliches we hear. I'll tell you want it means, you better watch what you do, pay attention to what you say, and understand how you want to show up in the universe?
This week we were not suppose to share our opinions! I had no idea I was so opinionated!! No, I'm serious. I even attempted to consider my opinions to be beliefs and therefore they were not really opinions. I had extensive conversations with friends and myself about the definition of opinions. I lost the battle and had a rough week with this task. Back in the day when someone gave me a complement I would immediately figure out a way to discount it. If someone complemented me on an outfit I was wearing I would immediately point out how it wasn't that nice, it was cheap, someone gave it to me, etc. One day a friend of mine told me to say "Thank You," and leave it at that. I struggled with it for months, I did not know how to receive! Not a complements, moneys, (always felt like it was not deserved), presents, and it went on and on. I was not grateful and always looking for a way to be undeserving! Sound familiar? However, I was constantly giving to people, not because I expected anything in return, because I wanted to give and keep on giving. However, then the thank you came, or a gift for something I did I felt unworthy of it. Now I look back and think how messed up that was. How could I expect to get and keep anything if I could not actually receive anything! Today, my life has abundance and I keep learning everyday. Once again the Master Key Master Mind Alliance has blown me away with the readings of "The Master Key" and "Ralph Waldo Emerson" Compensation. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I always keep my promises.
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This is my 4th week in the Master Key Master Mind Alliance and I am finally feeling like I am figuring out the process. I am definitely a yellow. I am constantly in the process of organizing and figuring which pen I am going to write my next note with. LOL I am loving the 3x5 postcards and using the color pencils. I am using the 3x5 cards for a lot of note taking and master minding for my self. Now I have the cards all over my desk vs the sticky notes. I am starting to feel tied to my DMP. In the past I was not good at writing goals and giving them dates to be accomplished by. I have manifested quite a bit over the past several years and have learned a lot! I really appreciate the process of writing our DMPs and it gives me time to write notes during the week. I am also getting the hang of doing all the reading. I am an Audible girl for sure. I bought "The Master Key" several years ago and honestly I started reading it and was overwhelmed by the actual process. I read the book "Tapping The Source" Using the Master Key System for Abundance and Happiness" which was easier for me to handle along with many other books about the "Law Of Attraction", I have been drawn to the Master Key Master Mind Alliance because I believe this will tie everything together I have studied, not to mention I love Mark and Davene! This is my granddaughter, Kirxianna Sno Lynn. This photo was taken today! She is 18 months old. Before she was born my husband and I were looking at moving out of state and we had been traveling to other states to figure out where we wanted to go. When our daughter told us she was having a baby and that we couldn't leave... we decided to stay in Colorado for the time being. As you can imagine everything was in motion, things were falling into place and all of a sudden I had to change my manifesting on dime. We bought a brand new townhome that was being built and moved into it last August. In March we purchased a small camper to and truck so we can travel around the country. Colorado continues to to be our home for now We are so excited for Christmas. Our son and his fiancé just moved to Loveland, Colorado. We all live less than 45 minutes from each other. My next step is my husband to have a choice on or before June 1st, 2021. There I said it out loud! Thank you MKMMA!! I am about to finish up my week 3 of the Master Key and for me, this week has been about clarity. I have made another revision to my DMP (Definite Major Purpose). As I write and rewrite it I have begun experiencing real emotion about my future. While manifestation is not new to me, I took my power back several years ago, and I have been manifesting powerfully ever since, I felt that my next step was going to take some work and that is the reason I joined the Master Key. I knew I was going to need some help to move my vision forward and I have felt this week has done just that.
It hasn't always been this way, there was a time when I did not like my life and I blamed everyone it in except for myself. A friend of mine, quite by accident, gave the book "The Wealthy Spirit" and that started my "Journey of Self-Discovery." I realized that I had designed my life, that was extremely hard to except and at the same time I felt exhilarating to know I could change it. I have been reading and attending seminars around the law of attracting and self-development. Which, eventually brought me to the Master Key. I am enjoying working with like minded people and am thrilled for the continuation and the next chapter of my journey. This past weeks training has really got me excited about this journey with the Master Key Experience. I was able to establish my PPN's which are my Personal Pivotal Needs. We established Seven Personal Pivotal Needs, out of those seven I picked two for my very own pivotal needs. While I was not surprised I was overjoyed for them because I see how they are exactly what I want to pursue, autonomy and liberty.
I am in the process of creating a new reality! We have total control over our thoughts. I am gaining control of my thoughts and my results. I am building a bridge to my future and who do I want to be when I get to the other side of the bridge. I want to have autonomy in my life and while I have been talking about it to myself I realized I was not speaking it out loud and using the right language to move forward with my liberty! If this sounds like a journey you want to join me on... let me know! I started my "Journey of Self Discovery" as I call it about 15 years ago. It started out as self preservation. We had several things happen in our family and life. And, honestly I had been through a lot in my younger years growing up and I always looked inward to get me through what ever struggle was going on. However, all those situations were mostly out of my control.
I recognized this time it was different. It was not someone else's circumstances, it was my circumstances! Everything in my life, family, finances, and health all felt out of control. Something inside of me was tugging on my soul, telling me I needed to seek more knowledge to help me through this. And, thus, I started my own personal "Journey of Self Discovery!" I will share what has happened over the years in future blogs about what I did and how I got to where I am today. Which has lead me to immerse my self into the Master Key Experience with Mark and Davene Januszewski! |
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