I have had to start over daily because of my negative thoughts. The great thing is that most of the negative thoughts I use to have about myself I have worked really hard on those over the years. However, the subby is in charge and I realize while I consciously I am not saying them to myself subby is really the one in control and the bad habits are deep seaded in there. I am recognizing how may new habits I have acquired over the years and a real recent one is to floss 2-3 times a day. So far I am doing great and I am starting to feel the nudge when I don't do it. The subby is still there trying to convince me I don't have to do it and it is okay if I don't do it. Just like all my other tasks during the MKE!
I get it now, I am starting to understand the method to the madness!! My DMP is really starting to come together and with the help from my guide I am starting to feel the energy when I ready it. It makes me smile when I read my press release. I have added a few images to my "Movie Trailer Board" and I am feeling there energy there too. As you can imagine (I am a yellow) I love doing the activities that include the 3x5 cards, the posters and coloring for sure! I always keep my promises!
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Laura
11/17/2020 10:21:26 am
That's excellent that you're feeling the good energy from your DMP, press release, & movie poster! Great insights about your new habits and subby's reactions. I'm so happy that you're having fun on your journey, it makes it so much more enjoyable! :)
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Marianne
11/29/2020 12:02:11 am
Thank you, Laura for taking the time to read my blog. I use to blog a lot and then I stopped. I am glad I am getting back into it. :)
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Tina McCabe
11/24/2020 04:47:52 am
i appreciate your blog so much! Thanks for sharing yourself!
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Marianne
11/29/2020 12:03:01 am
Thanks, Tina for reading my blog. I really appreciate it. :)
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12/18/2020 11:08:25 am
Hi, Marianne - Just started following you as I am catching up. Until the blogroll gets corrected, please follow my blog at: www.kanott.com – Thanks!
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John Francetic
1/15/2021 12:30:17 pm
Marianne, good for you for understanding the method to the madness. From your blog rover friend John.
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